The pill that stole my mojo 😳💊
Hi!
There’s nothing wrong with a low sex drive, but I kind of feel like there’s something wrong with mine.
I have a very strong interest in sex. I want to want it more. I love who I am when I’m horny.
But getting there is really tough. Tougher than it should be.
It feels more like a medical problem. Kind of like brain fog, but for my pussy.
And that would make sense. I’ve got a few things I’m dealing with and multiple doctors have tried to figure out exactly what chronic conditions I have.
Whatever it is, it’s probably one of the reasons I have a tough time getting it up.
So I cross my fingers every single time I’m prescribed a new medication.
I make a little wish that this will finally be the one that gives me back my mojo. And I wish even harder that it won’t make it worse.
My fingers were crossed real hard when my doctor prescribed Prozac.
I had heard of the sexual side effects. I read first-hand accounts of people completely losing their sex drives because of it.
But I must have wished hard enough, because that didn’t happen to me.
Instead, I started getting interested in sex more. That pill pulled me out of a particularly long dry spell - a dry spell I was worried would last forever.
I was feeling better than I had in a while. I was back to getting hogtied, fingered, and fucked to a solid finish. I was having all the great sex I missed and enjoying some good orgasms too.
But that was kind of the problem.
The orgasms were good, but that’s all they were. They weren’t the intense, powerful climaxes I used to have. They weren’t mindblowing, mindmelting, or mind-anything.
They were decent, but they didn’t leave me breathlessly wondering why I don’t get fucked more often.
Prozac was getting me in the mood more often, but I wasn’t hitting peak levels of horniness anymore. I could go for sex, but I wasn’t craving it. I wasn’t losing my mind to the point where I felt no shame and could enjoy some dirty, nasty sex.
I definitely wasn’t as sensitive, either. Everything felt really good - but it used to feel so much better.
My laughing orgasms were gone, too. And even though they used to embarrass me, I really missed them.
So the whole thing backfired on me. My sex drive was stronger, but it was hard to get interested in sex that was less exciting, less pleasurable, and less satisfying.
Because of that, I kind of lost interest again. Not entirely, but I started being in the mood for it less often.
Thankfully, I was only on Prozac temporarily. I got to slowly ween off it and let it work its way out of my system.
Eventually, my sensitivity came back.
Then I started to get so horny I could barely breathe.
And I finally managed to come so hard it made me laugh uncontrollably.
I’m still hoping for a pill that will turn my sex drive up to ten. But it’ll only be worth it if it doesn’t take the sparkle out of sex.
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