I’m a pretty nervous person. So nervous that I had to stop playing video games because they put me on edge.
I was a match-3 girl all the way. Anything more fast-paced than that and I’d get stressed out.
And it sucked because I had a hunch that I could be a gamer. At the very least, a casual one.
I love hearing about games, and the way people talked about them made me want to get in on that action.
When I got my hands on the Untitled Goose Game, I spent hours dragging stuff around and causing all sorts of mischief.
I’m even a middle, for fuck’s sake.
But every other game I tried felt overwhelming, so I gave up.
Then I came across a video that showed some gorgeous-looking games. They looked fun, but they didn’t look stressful at all. They seemed a lot more chill than exciting.
And they all had a name. Cozy games.
That’s exactly what I needed in my life, but I didn’t even know these existed. I’ve been totally out of the video game loop since Guitar Hero and didn’t realize what kind of amazing, relaxing stuff had been released since then.
I started with Lake and I’m officially hooked. I’ve been having such a good time driving my clumsy, bulky mail truck around and I want more.
I’ve set my sights on a turquoise Switch Lite - and yes, it has to be turquoise!
Once I save enough for it, I’ll be a bona fide cozy gamer.
If I’m really into it, I might just end up shooting some of those porn scenes where a girl is eyeballs deep into her game while some guy is balls deep in her pussy.
Then it might just be a matter of time before I get those pastel pink headphones with the cat ears. I could even get a pink gamer chair I can jill off in. Oh, and I could get a gaming PC and record myself playing sex games topless!
Okay, so it’s a bit too soon for me to start making e-girl porn. I haven’t even finished delivering all my virtual packages. But a girl can fantasize, right?
I’ll just start with that turquoise Switch and we’ll see where that takes me!
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I’ve wanted to make porn since I was legally allowed to do it.
As a career, a sidehustle, or just a hobby. It didn’t matter. It looked so fucking fun and I wanted part of it.
But it took me more than ten years to actually do it.
And it’s all because of one thing - my weight.
Well, not my weight exactly. But the kinds of things people say about girls my size when they decide to do sexy stuff.
I saw the mean comments on social media posts. I heard the fatphobic jokes. I read the people who talked about “glorifying obesity” whenever a fat girl decided to wear a two-piece bathing suit.
I didn’t think I could handle being on the receiving end of it. So, I kept my clothes on and kept a low profile.
Until now. Now, I’m finally making the hardcore porn I’ve wanted to make since I was in my early twenties.
Today, I wrote about what took me so long. Why I spent 10 years hesitating and why I finally decided to start fucking on camera and sharing it with my subscribers.
Lots of couples have mismatched sex drives. But in my case, it’s probably because of ADHD.
Mr. Austin has it. So do I. But it affected us in different ways.
Turns out that ADHD can make some people hyposexual, and that’s exactly what happened to me.
But it can also make you hypersexual, which is what happened to my horny husband.
That’s been a challenge. But thankfully, ADHD didn’t just give us opposite sex drives. It also gave us opposite and very complementary kinks.
Mr. Austin’s sex drive is incredibly active. So active that it doesn’t seem like anything can put a stop to it.
Not even my tears.
In fact, those seem to help.
This week, I wrote about my husband’s peculiar habit of getting horny when I’m crying, how it’s probably related to demisexuality, and why it’s not as weird as it sounds.
I also got to review a really fucking cool sex toy!
It’s a rabbit vibrator, but it moves like no rabbit vibrator I’ve ever seen before.
It has ridges that move up and down the shaft like waves.
Yep, waves that massage the inside of your pussy.
It’s called the California Dreaming Santa Barbara Surfer and I described exactly what it felt like to fuck myself with it.
Spanking a lady sounds easy, but you’ve got to know where to spank her - and where to avoid.
Some spots will drive her wild with excitement.
There are others you can spank to turn her on, but with a much more gentle hand.
And a few you should miss entirely.
I wrote about all the spots you should spank if you want to give her some really intense and pleasurable sensations.
Brand New Smut!
This week, I flashed my butt and I fucked my subscribers!
Okay, well, I didn’t actually fuck my subscribers for realsies, but I did pretend - and encourage them to pretend along with me!
I posted a POV video from the viewer’s perspective. I fuck myself with a dildo, and pretend it’s you giving me that satisfying fuck!
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Pillow Talk with Emma Austin
Want to know the secret to getting more blowjobs from your lady?
You've got to make them really fun and arousing for her!
We also talk about some bomb-ass, weighed down afternoon sex we recently had, the wild world of custom porn, and why you should always lay down the sex blanket before you get it on.
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