Maybe there's hope after all 😌🖤
Hi!
I don’t just ride the strugglebus. I’ve got a monthly pass.
That’s something I’ve talked about here and there, in bits and pieces.
But it’s really a big bunch of stuff that I’ve been dealing with for way too long.
There’s my low sex drive. Which has always been annoying because life’s more fun when you’re horny.
The hormonal imbalances, the chronic pain, the weird ways my brain works against me - those haven’t been great, either.
On top of that, there’s the depression. It comes and goes. And every time I think I’ve got it beat, it finds a way to sneak back into my life.
But that’s not actually the worst part.
I can actually deal with all those things. It’s no picnic, but I can handle them well enough.
Nah, the worst part is the hopelessness.
It’s being convinced that I’ll never get horny again. Or that I’ll always have to work my ass off just to get in the mood to have my ass tapped.
It’s feeling like I have to give up on having good sex because I can’t be on my knees too long, I can’t bend the way I want to, and I get sore way too easily.
It’s not being able to enjoy my little windows of happiness because I know the bad days are just around the corner.
Basically, it’s just the feeling that it’ll never get better.
That’s the worst part.
And I’m not telling you all that because I’m in a gloomy mood. Not at all.
I’m telling you that because for the first time in a while, I’ve been feeling hopeful. A bit gloomy, sure. But hopeful.
Things aren’t perfect by any means.
I’m still on a hormonal roller coaster.
I dip into my sad spells like I usually do.
I don’t have the intense sexual cravings I wish I had.
But I’ve been doing a lot better because it doesn’t feel like I’ve hit a dead end.
So when I lose my gusto and my sunshine, I just take it easy because I know I’ll be out of it soon enough.
When I start feeling bad about myself, I give it a minute. Because I know I’m only a few days away from getting all dressed up and feeling cute.
And I don’t stress out too much about my sex drive. I always end up touching myself again eventually - and sooner or later I’m touching Mr. Austin, too.
My bad days are getting better. Some of them are actually kind of decent. If I hang in there, I might even figure out a way to turn them into good ones.
That’s something I haven’t been able to feel in a while, and it’s really refreshing.
Because if I can overcome the hopelessness, I know I’ll be okay.
And if reading this gives you any hope at all, that’s even better.
Love,
Emma ❤
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