I just launched my dirtiest project yet 🔥🎥
Hi!
Well, I’ve finally done it.
I released porn.
Not nudes. Not audio porn. Fully explicit, hardcore porn.
I’ve been wanting to do this for so long. I didn’t care if I was behind the camera, in front of the camera, or even just coming up with ideas and being some kind of porn producer. I wanted a little porn business of my own.
In the end, I decided to do it the way I do pretty much everything else. With me in the scenes and behind the scenes.
(Mr. Austin helps a bit, too. Especially when I need a dick in the scene.)
For a while, it was more of a dream than a plan. There were a few too many things holding me back.
Having a low sex drive was the biggest obstacle. It’s kind of hard to keep a porn filming schedule when you’re not often in the mood to fuck recreationally.
Self-consciousness was another one. I wasn’t comfortable in front of the camera. I didn’t feel cute. And that didn’t make me want to share footage of me at my most vulnerable.
And then on top of that, there were some technical limitations. I’ve got limited equipment, which makes it hard to get perfect lighting and great angles.
But I’ve made a lot of progress on all those fronts this year.
I’m on medication to manage my chronic illness, which means I actually get to be a horny girl again. I’m down to fuck on most days now, and I’m more than happy to do some of it on film.
And I actually feel cute sometimes. Not sexy. Not hot. But cute is enough to make me comfortable posting nudes and sex vids.
The technical stuff is still an issue. I really wish I could shoot with LED lights, a proper camera, and better tripods. But I’ve got a couple of softboxes and an iPhone and that’s good enough for now.
So, I finally went for it. I’m an accountant now.
It’s already everything I thought it would be. Tons of work. Creatively challenging. And tons of fun!
I’m still very new at this, but it’s already keeping me very busy. There’s a lot of planning, filming, and editing involved. I spend a lot of time sitting in different rooms of the house and figuring out how to shoot in them.
I’ve also been brainstorming tons of ideas. Some are simple, some are elaborate, but all of them make me excited to shoot more.
For now, I’ve got six videos for sale.
There’s a chill masturbation video. It’s shot from above and I get myself off with a clit sucking toy.
I’ve got one I shot right after I made some sweet, edible come lube. I didn’t want it to go to waste, so I filmed myself sucking off my squirting dildo and having it shoot its load into my mouth.
There’s a dildo masturbation video that I shot in my sunroom (even though I was nervous my neighbor would catch me!)
I got Mr. Austin to help me out and we shot a sex tape from his POV. It’s got all the usual stuff - blowjob, closeup fucking, and a handjob with a messy finish.
The most playful one is the flavored lube taste test. That one was originally supposed to be a bonus episode for the podcast. We were going to taste flavored lubes and see if we could guess the flavors. Instead, we took the same basic idea and turned it into porn (involving Jake’s cock).
And I just posted a video of some afternoon sex in the sunroom. It’s got a blowjob, pussy eating, and some fucking. It also features the clearest shots of my ass so far, for anyone who’s into big butts. I end it by finishing Jake off with a Tenga stroker!
I’ll be shooting some more stuff soon, too. It’s been a lot of fun. Besides, my pussy’s on the internet now. There’s no going back so I might as well keep going forward!
If you’re into shy chubby moms and want to watch my porn, you can get them all on my JustForFans page!
This Week’s New Articles
For a long time I made joking (but not really joking) references to starting an OnlyFans.
But when it was time to finally start posting porn, I decided to do it elsewhere.
I was already very familiar with OnlyFans. But once I looked into a few other options, I found out that JustForFans was the perfect option.
In fact, I think a lot more people would post their porn to JustForFans if they were familiar with it.
Since OnlyFans is the obvious choice for any girl doing amateur porn these days, I wrote an article explaining what made me go to JustForFans instead.
I’ve been really hyped up about starting my new little porn side hustle. But something almost as exciting happened to me recently.
I finally got a sex doll!
Well, a torso doll. But still!
She was sent to me by Sex Doll Canada / Sex Doll America and she’s so fucking cool and incredibly fun to play with. I’ve been having a really hot time with her and I couldn’t wait to share all of it.
I described all the ways I’ve been playing with her and why this bisexual gal is so fucking thrilled to have a doll she can fuck.
Enjoy!
Love,
Emma ❤
Treat Yourself
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Pillow Talk with Emma Austin
It's time for our annual BDSM checkup!
Come chill with us while we take the BDSM Test and find out exactly what kinks really turn us on!
Will the results surprise us? (No.) Will we overanalyze everything? (Yup.) Will we be forced to take up primal play? (We must abide by the results.)
We also talk about our DDlg kink, my Jenga paranoia, and Jake becoming a cargo shorts dad!
Check out the show notes for relevant links. And if you love the show, consider rating and reviewing it on Apple Podcasts or anywhere else!
New for My Friends With Benefits!
This week, Jake and I told our Friends With Benefits all about the hottest anal sex we’ve had recently.
Maybe even ever.
It was hard, fast, intense, and we couldn’t wait to talk about it!
You can listen to a teaser here.
Or head on over to Patreon and become one of my Friends With Benefits to hear the whole thing, along with 16 other bonus episodes, some audio porn, and a few nudes!
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Check out the Pillow Talk Patreon page for exclusive bonus episodes, audio porn, and occasional nudes.
Go to my JustForFans page if you want to check out my hardcore porn videos.
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