Goodbye low libido - hello non-stop sexathons 🔥💦
Hi!
I’ve got a new sexual lease on my life and I feel incredible!
Okay, so I’m still chronically ill. I get exhausted easily. And my arousal is kind of fragile.
But it doesn’t spook as easily, and it’s actually there.
That’s really fucking exciting for me because I’ve been struggling with my sex drive for more than ten years now.
It was pretty much gone in my twenties.
During the first months of this year, I got horny fairly regularly but I’d keep losing it and losing it fast. So fast I didn’t get to have a lot of fun with it.
And then it’s like a switch flipped inside of me and I’m back to being a fully sexual person again.
Except it wasn’t a switch - it was an anxiety medication. A medication with sexual side effects.
But like, the good kind of sexual side effects.
The kind that make you want to fuck dirty and fuck often.
For the first time in a very long time, I feel like I’m actually living the kind of life I want to live.
I’m having so much sex it’s like I’m trying to make up for my sexless marriage years.
I even came close to fucking every day for a week straight, which is something I haven’t done since I was 19.
I’ve got so much sexual energy that it’s keeping me happy and very motivated. All I want to do is clean everything from top to bottom and shoot porn in every room of the house.
I even like myself a whole lot more. I can look in the mirror without feeling disappointed (even when I’m fully naked).
I’ve had a dirty mind for as long as I can remember. Now, I finally have the desire and arousal to go with it.
Recipe Vlogging Is a Lot of Work!
I’ve been having so much fun with my new squirting dildo! There are so many different ways you can play with just a squriting cock and a bottle of come lube.
There’s only one thing I didn’t want to do. I didn’t want to shoot that fake spunk in my mouth.
Not because I didn’t think it would be fun. It’s because I didn’t think I’d enjoy a mouthful of hybrid lube and I most definitely would not want to swallow a load of it.
But I would if it was sweet and tasty.
So, I did some research, modified a recipe I found, and made a batch of edible artificial jizz.
It’s not super sweet but sweet enough. And I added some vanilla extract to give it a little extra flavor. But more importantly, it looks the part and that’s really what counts when you’re playing with a squirting dildo.
Did you know I’ve always wanted to be a food blogger?
Years ago I started a vegan recipe blog that went absolutely nowhere. I came up with ideas for a few different styles of recipe videos, but they all became trendy and popular before I could get off my unmotivated ass and film them.
So, naturally when I made come lube, I just had to film a recipe video for it.
It’s not as easy as it seems and I have new respect for the food vloggers I follow and admire. I think I’m gonna stick to my day job (masturbating is more fun than eating anyway!)
After finishing this one, I shot another video where I try out my recipe by giving myself a mouthful of it. But that’s not something I can share anywhere - not yet anyway!
Sex and Donuts Merch Is on Sale!
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Check out the merch store and treat yourself to something cute!
Some Friendly Blowjob Advice
I’m working on something fun and exciting right now. It’s going to involve lots and lots of flavored lube. Which means I’ll be spending a lot of time sucking off Mr. Austin.
For work, though. It’s very literally a blowjob.
Since giving head is on my mind, I thought it’d be fun to share some of my blowjob articles, starting with some of my best tips for giving a really good one!
Sadly, though, blowjobs aren’t always fun and games. Sometimes, they can be challenging too.
That’s definitely the case with sucking a girthy cock. Big cocks can still be extremely enjoyable, but you’ll need to make a few accommodations.
There’s one blowjob fact that pretty much every woman knows and that a lot of guys still haven’t figured out. It’s that it takes two people to make a blowjob really fucking good.
When you’re on the receiving end, you’re not just a disembodied dick. You’re part of the action and you should take a very active role in getting blown.
I’ve been having extra horny sex and masturbation lately. I’ve also been filming some very explicit videos.
That means I’ve been sucking on a lot of dildos.
I used to think that would be a really pointless thing to do - until I did it and learned that it can be surprisingly hot.
And I wrote this quick little piece after giving a very sloppy blowjob.
I let everything get very wet and messy. I actually slobbed on that knob.
It was so much fun that I was inspired to write this!
This Week’s New Articles
My revived sex drive and all the joy that comes with it is all thanks to a little pill called Buspirone.
It’s an anti-anxiety medication and it most certainly took care of that. I feel a lot less anxious than before - and when I do there’s usually a good reason for it.
What I didn’t realize when I got the prescription is that it can also be used to treat low sexual desire and other sexual dysfunctions.
This article runs through the journey I went through, from chasing after solutions, finally figuring out what was wrong with me, and finding a cure just when I had started losing hope.
Taking those horny pills means I get to be a dirty girl much more often.
It’s an amazing feeling and one that you can bring out (even without magic horny drugs).
These are my best tips for getting in touch with your inner dirty girl so you can feel sexy, confident, and uninhibited.
I love having a sushi night with Mr. Austin.
I’m also really happy when we can have an afternoon to watch a movie together over a big bowl of popcorn.
But my favorite date nights are the dirty ones.
The ones that are all about getting horny together, doing some naughty stuff, and having lots of orgasms.
These are my favorite ways to indulge in a dirty date night. Hopefully it will inspire you to have one of your own!
Enjoy!
Love,
Emma ❤
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Pillow Talk with Emma Austin
Would you rather raw-dog reality in silence or listen to us goof around for a while?
This week, Jake and I play a sexual version of "Would You Rather?"
We talk about the Pfizer vaccine giving me big honking titties, feverish titfucking, taking nudes in the sun room, tent sex, our dream of becoming sugar parents, and the two (!) times Jake gave himself oral just to show off to some pervy girls.
Oh, and we answer (and overanalyze) a bunch of sex questions!
Check out the show notes for relevant links. And if you love the show, consider rating and reviewing it on Apple Podcasts or anywhere else!
New for My Friends With Benefits!
It’s been a dirty week over on Patreon. My Friends With Benefits got a couple of new tit shots
And I also uploaded an audio porn recording I’ve been wanting to do for a very long time!
It’s my tribute to Hysterical Literature. I try to read an erotic story while Jake distracts me by eating me out.
Needless to say, I never manage to finish the story. But Jake definitely manages to finish me off.
Here’s a little preview:
Head on over to Patreon and become one of my Friends With Benefits to hear the full version, see some of my nudes, and listen to more audio porn and bonus episodes of the Pillow Talk podcast!
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