Am I really a dirty girl or did I just watch too many movies? 🔥📺

Oct 06, 2024

Hi!

Watching the movies I loved in my tween and teen years is kind of a weird experience.

I still love a lot of them.

Cruel Intentions holds up really well. Pretty Woman can still keep my eyeballs glued to the screen for two whole hours. Austin Powers is just as hilarious as I remembered it.

They’re absolutely fantastic.

But I don’t know if I should’ve been watching them at that age.

And I can’t help but wonder if they’re the reason I turned out the way I did.

My mind permanently in the gutter.

Can’t watch anything with a love triangle without thinking that the women should just fuck each other.

Kind of sex obsessed overall. Like, so obsessed that I have a slightly pervy mind even when I’m not in the mood to do anything pervy whatsoever.

It just feels like a natural part of who I am.

I was super curious about sex even before the hormones hit. And once they hit, I had an intense urge to experience as much of it as I could.

My brain’s just always been that way, as far back as I can remember.

But maybe it’s wired that way because of all the sexed up stuff I was watching when my parents were out of the house - and sometimes when they were still home.

Like, I was 12 when American Pie came out. I wasn’t much older when I started renting Wild Things and every other steamy thriller I could find.

If a movie had even a hint of sex, I wanted to see it.

It was so exciting to me that I couldn’t stop there. I had to crack the password on my parents’ satellite receptor so I see what was going on behind all the blurred out channels.

But I wouldn’t let my kids watch that stuff now, even the older ones. Not the movies from the blurry channels, obviously. But not the ones that push the PG13 rating to its limit, either.

I just don’t think it’s appropriate for them - even though I was lapping that shit up when I was younger.

So now that leaves me with all these questions I can’t really answer.

Because maybe watching those movies was no good for me. Maybe my innocence was corrupted long before it should’ve been.

Or maybe it’s fine. Sex is good and it’s a natural part of life, so whatever.

Or the movies had nothing to do with it at all. I was just destined to be a dirty girl and all those steamy, titillating movies were just my way of exploring that.

It doesn’t really matter, I guess. Because it’s too late - I am the way I am.

My mind’s permanently in the gutter and all I can do is enjoy wallowing in there with it.

I’m still not letting my kids watch American Pie, though. That one’s just for mommy.

Love,
Emma ❤

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